thatGIRL

hey,SYF is over.
its my last SYF and didn't get what i expected.
i was so sad....
but you can't do anything coz the standard for this year SYF has been increase.
the judges are more stricter and SELFISH!!!
they give sooooooo damn few gold/with honours.
and soooooo many BRONZE!!!!
those gold/withhonours band drop to silver.
alot of the silver band were affected.
majority drop to bronze.
today is the day i went for SYF with the band.
all of us were so tense than we didn't do quite well.
i was not surprise because before we reach...
i wasn't even feeling any worriedness.
i don't now why at first.
but then after the result was announce....
then i notice the reason why i was not nervous.
i cried for a moment...
then i was angry in my heart...
i feel than i am not a good major.
mabe it's because of me for not discipline the band well.
and because of that their attitude towards Mr Lun and playing was not good.
somtimes i regret being a major.
somtimes i blame myself for the band to make Mr Lun angry.
maybe the teachers had said in their mind that i was not doing my job properly.
i feel so guilty even im writing now....
ouh well....
what had done is done.
but for ur info....
i was angry with the judges and "A SCHOOL".
dunnoe how they get silver la hor....
their sunrise is worse than us and their persuccionist drop some of their sticks so many times.
their intonation was abit out,even my band is better....
how the fucking hell did they achieve silver??!!
maybe their presentation was good??
even our teachers had the same question as me.
they are also shock where the heard the result of "THAT SCHOOL"
the teachers even ssaid than they didn't believe that they achieve silver.
it's not fair....
we played better than them but they achieve higher than us....
@#$%&*@$$%@@#%#^&^%%*#^$#*%#^??!!!
DAMN THAT SCHOOL!!!!
SO UNFAIR.
ahh....forget it...
if base on last SYF results...
ouh band is considered as SILVER!!!
that's it....i had enough....
my bed is calling me....
bye2...
~shikin~

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