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look who i found today. its DIDI! OMG!
its my long lost cat! its been so long and look at her! she looks as if shes been well taken care eventhough she live at the market and not at home. im sooo sooo happy to see her. i just cant believe it. for all this while i've been wondering wheather shes safe, where she is. and poof! i found her and IT IS REALLY HER! how i could recognised? see her face. theres a black marking that looks like number 4! and the cute little feet that got black marks. heh.

but sadly i couldn't bring her back. Daddy will sure get angry. well to tell the truth, daddy is the one who threw Didi out of the house. ok maybe like bring her away from home coz there were too many cats at home at that time which is like 2 yrs ago? :(
i really miss my dearest cat. ouh well, hope someone who is kind enough will take Didi home and take good care of her. :D

my heart really sank whenever i see my friends quarrel. i really hope that they will never fall out. and im happy to be there for them. i will always be there no matter what. its just a matter wheater they still remember or not. :)
who knows, i might disappear one day. :)

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Sunday, December 28, 2008

one thing for sure. where did all my friends go? somehow i just feel as if im no longer exist in their life anymore. where have they all gone to? where did all the promise that've been made gone to? a promise means a promise but heck! the promise haven been fulfilled! :( everyday, hoping my phone to ring but nothing, NOTHING! seems to be happening. no calls or msg. do i still exist or am i just some back up friend who will only be needed when they doesnt have anyone else to talk to? :(
ouh well, its just my thought. i might as well better off dead or disappear in this world.

another thing that runs in my mind now is, whats happening to the world? it seems to have got a curse or something. wheres the love for the earth? bombing, killing, murdering, suiciding. whats going on hear? poverty, disaster. why is everything happening at one go? i feel as if like flying from place to place and give them a big tight slap, no wait, maybe i should give them something that can wake them up and realise that the earth is dying thanks to those idiots who's destroying with their stupid ideas. ok why am i saying these? go watch the news. have you ever seen any one of the years that theres no dispute or disaster?

sometime i feel that travelling to other country is not safe. when will it be the best time to travel without any crisis? gosh why am i saying these? thats because i love the earth and i wanted to do something but i dunnoe how. sigh. ouh well......

ok, enough about it.
recently, went out with two long time no see friends, Que and Balqis on christmas day. TWILIGHT! is what we watched that day. cool... can't wait for the next series to come out next year. heh, there will be FOUR series!

random much.

when was the last time u play ard with the tree?

searching for whoever it is.

Que acting like a star.

peace to all.

when i miss them, i really miss them. the existing? do i still exist in their mind?

one thing i have to say: If i shut up, they'll shut up and soon will forget me. :(

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

ahh...its christmas eve and im sure all my dearies who celebrate christmas are very busy right now. how i wish i could enjoy as much as them. but den i noe i cant. hah! who cares....

every year, i would receive a christmas gift but this year? hmm...i dunnoe. it seems that theres none thats because i didnt make any christmas wish for a gift. i've wish for something different. haha! i will not say it here. SECRET LARH DEY. privacy please.... :P

i like when it comes to christmas. the weather is cool and nice to sleep. nyaha!

ouh damn! i almost forgot, schs starting in 3 weeks. gosh. how fast can that be? ooouh i still want longer holidays. well, actually there is but i was filled with BAND! tsk! now im off from band so yeah. thats why i want longer holidays. hahaa!

thats Abu, my band prez. thats Carol, my dearest NCO mates. and thats me, the band VP. HAH! lol

that's my dearest supporters!

thats me, trying to get inside that thing. haha! lol

Friday, December 19, 2008

first and foremost. IM OFFICIALLY OUT OF THE TIGHT SCHEDULE.! yay!
ok so, MUSIQUE UNIFIANTE!
all i could say was WOW! i really love it man. im so happy that theres no hiccup or repeated incidents from previous concert. i swear, this concert is way better than the May's concert. the most irritating part was that, i KENA FEVER just before the concert sey. well, actually i over tire myself the day before the concert which is on Wednesday. ouh well, what to do, for the sake of the band you have to sacrifice your time rite? haiz...

ok so anyway, back to concert. every single piece went on smoothly but theres still some error there. quite heartbroken to see that its not full seating. :(
ouh well, at least my frens came to support me. nyaha!

so after the concert, all went crazy. after effect ma. some of us slept overnite in sch, including me. wasnt able to slp well coz i was shivering like hell.the whole sch in open space is damn cold larh. but one thing for sure, you get to see STARS. lots lots of stars. manage to gaze at the star for a moment. its so beautiful and very peaceful. i mean really, i feel so proud to such sch that can see stars every night.

TO MY FRIENDS WHO CAME FOR THE CONCERT YSTD:
Thank you so much for the support and gifts. i really appreciate it. without yall, the concert wont be a success! hope to see yall on my next band concert which is mid next year. :D

let me end of this post with a pics of RETARDED SHIKIN! after concert effect: drunk from ICE LATTE.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARHANA!
may all your wishes come true in which i think it's already came true. haha! :D
please don't be more SOTONG! :)

im tired and i want my short term freedom to quickly come. in which i think its just one week before i get busy again. hah! stupid... :(
i've never been so busy that i have little time for my best friends.
its like i only managed to meet them once a week or worse still, 2-3 weeks ltr.
i really miss J&D loads.

Monday, December 08, 2008

im so excited. its seems that J&D date will always be on every thursday. cool. all thanks to my stupid tight schedule. gaahh!
im really looking forward to 18th dec. another J&D meet up at RP! :D im so so proud of them for willing to come down and support me.THANK YOU! ILY!

they just love to spice up my life. the spices that's not easy to find and get. im so proud of J&D.

together we unite as one big SPICEY & COLOURFUL FAMILY! GREEN! ORANGE! BLUE! PURPLE!

recently, J&D date at marina. supposedly to be a starbuck date but it turn out to be COFFEE BEAN date. nyahaha! its not bad after all. and thanks to Coffee Bean, i got a new name. CHIKY! wat the heck?! Shikin and Chiky is way way way diff OK! rahhh! again, our date end off with a wonderful so called AMAZING RACE. yall should try it. its soo fun! race start off from Suntec to City Hall MRT, gaahh!

how can a wonderful date end without random photos taken rite? Coffee Bean is now in my list. nyaha! :D

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

alrights maybe its time i start promoting the concert. for all this while, i've been busy with band. the reason? see the pics. THERE! CONCERT ON THE 18th. that's 2 more weeks! gosh. anyone interested? pls contact me or leave a tag. please, do come and support me! haha!

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

enjoying the scenery of sunrise.

band camp!
seriously its a sick yet exciting camp. i was sick obviously yet i still went for band camp. every camp will always got delayed and that whats i hate the most. just because of one tiny problems, eveything got delayed. i hate it when it comes to the suppliers who failed to deliver food. well, there were no lunch provided for us ystd and we had to actually go out and eat our lunch. thanks to that, everything got delayed including the band practice. could see the conductor was quite piss off. ouh well, i didn't play including today. haha! firsly, i was sick. secondly, i forgot to bring my reeds. :P ahaha!

night activity in MI!
once at night, torchlight and your handphone is all you need 24hrs! serious! its totally dark like hell when the sun goes down. whats more, i just can't believe that the lights in the school actually run by timer. so after 9pm, be prepared to see the lights one by one off. had night walk but apparently i wasn't able to join in coz i wasn't feeling well. (ps: im too scared to walk anyway. haha!) ehem! back to story. quite disappointing with the route coz the EXCOs actually planned out a very long and scary route but thanks to the Aunty who forgot to open one of the shutters to the stairs, we had to detour. tsk! so end up the walk is short and not that scary. :(

i've to agree with my band Pres that it's quite hard to rule or lead them coz we are now in diff version. its way diff than in sec sch coz they are all younger than you. this version? to me, there's some who are older than me and its quite hard to really scold or warn them. so what if i have the authority to do anything i want but still, i find it too fast to hold this post. then, it feels great to work with my band Pres. at least i don't feel left out or weird. hahah! :)

*guilty*
J&D: sorry for causing the date to be cancelled. i really hope to make it on the next date. please BOOK me ASAP! :D

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