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the outing today was superb.
ate at Causeway Point Seoul Garden.
waited for almost half an hour to get the seat.
was very full all thanks to Mus lar...
i ask him to take little rice but he gave me a lot...
and i had to finise it all up.
then after eating did the same thing.
the...FEAR FACTOR!!!!
mix almost every thing that's left.
the victim for today was HERDA!!!!
it's the birthday girl.
our plan was to sabo every b'dae ppl to do the fear factor.
it was disgusting lar.
imagine the hot pot with tom yam soup.
mix wif diff flavours of ice-cream, fruits, sweetener, chilli and also egg!!!
eww...it taste sour....
the last time we did was cold and almost sweet.
this time it's hot and sour....
after that, Bakthiar went off first then Glenn.
left me, Rose, Herda and Mus.
went to town to search for mom's belated pressie.
took quite long to decide for the perfect watch.
then chill out at Shaw House there at level 5.
drank some coke and went home.
did some house-work and now blogging....
tmr going to meet mom for lunch.
can't wait to taste her cooking again...
miss eating all her cooked food.
ok that's all...chill out...=)

hie...im back.
Kk...back from prelims and outing.

had my prelims for four days and four papers are taken.
now left five more to go...
of course it's per subject lar...
let me recap aite?

MONDAY
walk with mom to the bustop for the last time.
board the bus as tears roll down my cheeks.
i cried throughout the journey to school.
cant help it lar, im so sad and heartbroken to left my mom.
then in school....
had my combined science practical first.
Chemistry prac was not easy but Physics was fine ( can't say easy).
then had to be quarantine in the hall from 10am till 12pm.
studied Geog for the moment.
Geog was kind of average for me.
every thing that i learnt came out except for the part on MNCs.
after the paper, met sis and took taxi to Aunt house to visit mom.
mom now staying at Aunt house with is far from Yishun.
just need to take one bus to there only.
stayed there for like 1.5hrs then went home.
couldn't stop crying when me and sis left the house.
could see that Aunt was also crying.
once at home quickly bath and study for next paper.

TUESDAY
went to school around 9.30am to meet Rose and Herda.
suppose to study SS but instead we chit-chat and half revising only.
English paper one was fine to me.
i almost wrote twice for either section one or two....can't remember.
after the paper meet sis at NP for dinner.
ate at Sakura and sis ordered lots of food.
she's like stuffing me till im full....
after that went home.

WEDNESDAY
it was SS paper.
didn't studied much for SS.
luckily the topic that came out was the topic that i know which is Sri Lanka...
manage to finish on time.
went to NP again to meet sis and mom.
had dinner with mom.
then send her off to the take taxi.
i cried again when the taxi slowly far away.
then accompanied sis to search for cordless phone.
and went home.

THURSDAY
had MT paper.
it was raining and i happened to sit somewhere in the middle lane of the hall.
there could feel some rain coming in.
thanks to the window at the top of the hall for not shutting tide.
after that went home.
didn't had any dinner.
dad didn't buy me dinner and i think he forgot that he supposed to buy me dinner.
so i was starving till i fall asleep.

TODAY
had teachers day celebration.
the sad thing was.....
we didn't plan any party for Mr Chan as we've been busy with our prelims.
the party was nice. there were shouting, screaming and even jeering.
then went home quickly to change.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

hey people...sorry for not updating this blog.
i've been busy with my studies and thus got no time to blog and even go online.
my prelims starts on MONDAY and will not be blogging the whole week.
let me reflect what had happened this week.

MONDAY
was on a bad mood over what had happened on sunday.
so was not really into studying.
there was physics remedial and ended around 3pm plus.
then went home.

WEDNESDAY
went to eat at SAKURA with Roseria and TsuHui after school.
all three of us ate the same thing which is.....
SEAFOOD CRISPY NOODLE WITH EGG
total cost was only $12.80.
the cost of the food cost $4 and the GST was only $0.80!!!
after that went to cold storage to buy snacks for school the next day.

THURSDAY
brought my mummy's fried rice to school for recess.
it's been a long time since i brought home cook food to school.
some of them tried the fried rice and they love it.
if i not wrong, one of them told me this....
"Kin, ask your mum to cook for me and i pay $1 for every fried rice given ok?"
i laugh but didn't say anything.
after school, ard 1245, me, Rose & Herda went to Rose house then my house.
at my house, Rose was playing with my kitty like crazy.
she ran around the house with the kitty toys.
Herda was shouting when my kitty came near her.
around 2 plus we went back to school.
no, wait, i went back to school for accounts lesson.
Herda and Rose went home.
it's so stupid of the school to put the lesson so late at 3.30pm.
so every thursday, my laste lesson end at 1245.
and i have to wait for about 2 hours just for accounts lesson.

FRIDAY
there was a dikir barat performance by our onw brooksins and other groups.
it was very fun and exciting.
after school, went to eat PRATA at the coffe shop near the school.
me, TsuHui, Dawn, Hafizah and Mus went to eat lunch together.
after that we went home.
then at night, he talk to her.
i could hear her crying and my heart was aching.
i couldn't bear to see her crying.
and of all the argument, it was actually about being responsible and the house.

TODAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!
she has finally turn 52 years old.
yeah i noe, she's old already and im still young.
canhelp it what.
she gave birth to me at the age of 36.
later at night will be celebrating her birthday.
i hope everything will be fine at night.

there is an unknown person in my house. i don't know who is this woman. she was cleaning the house while i lock myself in my room. i don't feel save. im scared. just who is this woman? is she his mistress of is she just one of his friends' wife? i heard this woman voice and onother man this morning. i just don't know where dad had gone to.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

im back. today is not my day.
met Kamiyah, Farah and TsuHui at OCBC bank ard 1.50pm.
went to buy WenChieh's present at the Classic shop.
Kimi at the rest share. me and TsuHui didn't coz we gave WenCheih already.
after that went to eat lunch at SAKURA RESTAURANT.
only Kimi and Farah ate a meal while i ate dessert.
TsuHui didn't eat anything but drink ice water.
Mus met us at Sakura.
the funny thing that he told us was....
HE LEFT HIS DANCE CLOTHES IN THE TOILET (at his dance center).
we made some noise at the Sakura and...
WE BRING BUSINESS TO SAKURA RESTAURANT.
why? coz when we come, there's little people.
after few minutes, more people come.
after eating we went to play at TIMEZONE.
then off to top-up mine and Farah's EZ-LINK.
and of course we bought two bottles of SPARKLING JUICE.

AT THE PARTY......
we were early at the party.
while waiting for the BBQ....
we played and take pictures at the playground.
then start to eat the food.
Me, Kimi, Farah, TsuHui and Mus drank the juice at the other playground which is away from the party place.
then went back to the party to cut cake and went back to drink the juice again.
this time we went home after drinking.
i drank it twice. the first one was from WenChieh's cup. she mixed it with coke. the second time was on my own. even farah join in. but she didn't drink alot. i drank the most. WenChieh and Amru is worse. they are like in level 8 while im level 1. i have my reason to drink it. it taste bitter though but i mix with the juice so that it taste better.
dad is giving problem again. he threw mom's pillow and some clothes out. he lock the room and mom have to sleep in sis room. im so stress. mom shouldn't have re-marry dad. dad is such a jerk. i don't see anything wrong with mom going to the kenduri. dad was angry when mom went to kenduri at Aunt's house. he siao lar.... now i just wish that they both divorce and i could move out of this house and live without a jerking father.

that's all now. WenChieh, thanks for the party. and to Kamiyah, Farah, TsuHui and Mus...im sorry for drinking that drink. im just relieving my stress. i know it's stupid but i can only thing of that at the moment. sorry...

im back...
ok, before i start, let me tell u first before people start asking me to update alot.
I WILL BE UPDATING ONLY EVERY WEEKENDS.
i wont be online during weekdays coz im busy with my studies.
as you know, my prelims is around the corner so i need to revise and prepare myself.
this week, nothing much happen.

MONDAY.
release of O'level MT.
i pass but not enough.
i got C5 and merit.

WEDNESDAY
had my O'level English oral.
it was not really bad lar.
the only thing i hate is the picture.
there is very little to describe.
the theme is...CLIMATE & ENVIRONMENT.

today...
will be going to wenchieh party later.
have to meet KIWI at 2.30pm at bustop followed by the rest.
ok...bye...

Sunday, August 12, 2007

home at last.
suppose to watch the concert by the SWS at the esplanade but didn't.
the reason is.... I SAW A LOT OF ELDERLY PEPOLE GOING TO THE CONCERT.
NOT FEW BUT A COUPLE OF GROUPS OF ELDERLY.
me and Q was like paisey when we want to go in.
so we end up walking around Marina Square.
went to many shops to find clothes.
saw this nice Puma jacket/sweater at the PUMA shop.
it cost about $79 and i want to save money to buy it.
bought wenchieh present while Q bought herself a necklace which is very nice.
after that went to Khatib pasar malam.
there's nothing much there, boring.
once at home, i feel very angry.
i don't noe why but the anger in me kept burning.
haiz...

anyway, i'm considering to take up HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT IN S'PORE POLY.
IF i failed to go to JC.
BUT I HOPE IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
NO WAIT IT MUST...I WANT GO JUNIOR COLLEGE SO THAT I CAN GO TO SMU....
it's his birthday today. but still didn't see him eventhough we stay near the neighbourhood.

BYE2

Saturday, August 11, 2007

nothing to do today.
stayed at home do homework and play with my little bro who will be staying over night.
his mom needs to cook at peoples wedding so sis decided to let him stay over.
tmr will be going to watch concert at the esplanade. cant wait.

to sahira: sorry today can't go out with you. maybe next time? ok, sorry....=(

bye,bye...

Thursday, August 09, 2007

hello...just came back from couzins engagement ceremony.
woke up early in the morning around 7.25am.
went off wif mom to the market at 8am.
i didn't go maket but mom did.
met Kamiyah and Iskandar at Mac then head off to the Nee Soon East Sports Park.
the band haven reach yet when we arrived.
the is very small when they arrived.
after all that we head off to eat at KFC with Mus.
Mus and Iskandar ate full meal whil Kamiyah ate cheese fries and i ate nothing.
then went home and quickly change my clothes to head off to couzins house for his engagement with mom.
took taxi there and we were the first to arrive.

Abg Eddy has officially engage to his girlfriend at about 4pm.
i was not at his fiancee house but at his house setting up the place.
Me, mum and Abg Yus girlfriend, Azizah, was the only people at the house.
after all of the people left the house to the fiancee house, the three of us start shifting the sofa and tables.
mum at the kitchen heating and arranging the food.
it was very fun to interact with Kak Zizah. we hit off well.
after that we chat while mum was on the phone with my grand.
evry thing when smoothly and i watch NDP parade at couzins house.
Abg Yus was so kind to send me, mum and sis home.
i didn't know he got a car...hahaz.
at home i ate a liitle bit then watch TV.
my head was very very very painful and i cant take it till now.
that's all..bye...

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

first of all, CONGRATULATION TO MY GIRLS FOR WINNING THE SINGING COMPETITION!

RACHELLE, KAMIYAH AND HAFIZAH...CONGRATS...=)

ok back...
today celebrate National Day in school.
all classes from sec 1 to 5 need to do a 3D collage.
and guess what, my class won two prizes! YEAH!!!!
it's my group and PeiQi's group.
i forgot to take the photo so can't describe lar hor...hehe
there were 25 groups that won the 3D collage.
anyway, after the prize giving, we did the RECOLLECTION
then the singing competition.
there were 3 finalist, two of them are from sec 1 and 2(individual).
the trios were the last to sing.
they received many supporters and even sang and clap along.
it was very fun and exciting.
the singing of national day song was the very best moment i ever had.
the same gang of mine gathered together and sing out loud.
then i went to my "TOILET" (rachelle) and hug her. thanks to my lucky hug she and the rest won the singing.
i almost cried as it was the best moment where all of us stand and sing together.
feel like it was the last time we meet BUT i hope the frienship will never end there.
after the singing and everything, Rose, YT, Glenn and me went to eat lunch at Sakura.
since i got flu, the food i ate was tasteless and i couldn't smell anything.
OF COURSE THE FOOD IS NICE LAR, IT'S JUST THAT I GOT FLU...!
get it?
went home straight after walking around Northpoint and sleep after bathing.
im surprised that my mom went home early today.
she too have flu. so both mother and daughter is sick till now. hahas.
no matter how sick i am, i will still see the band perfoming tomorrow.
can wait.
KAMIYAH YOU BETTER BE ON TIME OK? good. bye...

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

hello, im back from two tiring days of workshop man.
basically, there were this workshop run by the ADAM KHOO'S LEARNING TECHNOLOGY GROUP.
tell you this, IT IS VERY VERY FUN!!!
why? coz it makes you to be self-esteem.
what it mean?
well, it is to help to motivate you in your studies and also for your future.
you need to be brave.
from this workshop, the trainers shared their own experience and also teach us some technics.
the trainers are KOK WOEI TANG AND MD. AMIN.
they are all graduate from universities i think.
yesterday workshop was from 8am till 8pm.
12 HOURS in school ok...and it is very tiring.
i alsmost slept during the workshop but i didn't.
the workshop was help in the library(yesterday) and AVA room(today).
the library in my school was TOTALLY USELESS!!!
eventhough it was air-condition, you still hot.
but today, it was too cold.
see lar... when it's hot you want cold, when it's already too cold you want warm not hot.
anyway, i had fun in the workshop.
tmr gonna be naional day celebration in school.
need to bring some stuff for our class 3D collage.
can't wait for tmr...hehe...chaos..

Saturday, August 04, 2007

hey! just came back from band performance.
not me but my junior perform.
it was a reception performance for the GRASSROOT members.
i met kamiyah at 5pm and off to school.
met wadiah in the bus and she is late.
about 20 minutes later in school, i forgot to bring the shash.
so...me and tsu hui hurried back to my house by BICYCLE.
IT WAS VERY VERY TIRING.
i borrow Jieying's bike while Tsuhui cycle hers.
took us about 20 minutes from back and to school.
my legs were numb that i couldn't walk properly.
ride Mrs Ng car to the NEE SOON EAST CC together wif Kamiyah and Farah.
then, me, lishan, xin hui, kamiyah and farah ate dinner at northpoint.
during the performance, there were some noise created by us (the seniors).
it's fun watching them play from the back stage.
erm the band sounded fine. there's some room for improvement.
you cannot blame them as Mr Lun was not there and Mr Iskandar was the so called conductor.
he had to replace Mr Lun.
after the performance, me and kam walked back home.
and now im here blogging.
pictures will be up sooner or later k?
just wait lar....
bye2

Friday, August 03, 2007

have been busy this whole week.
almost every single weekday got test.
yeah, its for my own good lar...
prelim is nearing, O'level Eng oral is very near and fasting month is also coming.
argh sacrificed alot of time studying man.
it's best for me to sudy in school than at home.
no distraction, teachers available and cool environment to study.
time pass very fast. in a few more month, i'll be done with school and exams.
but that doesn't mean i can enjoy.
i still need to study for my music theory.
ok i admit.
i may be in the concert band but that does'nt mean im good at theory.
i join the concert band without any music skills.
i joined the band for fun and also to prevent from joining red cross.
after what i know, i became to like band and learn how to play fast.
sight reading still not perfect.
later i was promoted to be a libarian in sec 2.
one year later, i beacam a BAND MAJOR.
see, i became a leader due to my leadership.
im not very potential and that is why i want to study music theory after my Os.
it's to help me to go to NAFA.
i don't want to be paisey to join with lousy theory.
i want to have more experience and to be a performer.
that's rite, i love to perform.
so, my ambitions is to be a musicians.

omg! i just knew somthing bout him. he looks so cute in a pink so called blazer. he just join a group band and is a bassist in the band. cute la he. i miss him man. wish i could talk to him again. we live quite near but didn't get to meet evry time. the sad thing is that he is a catholic but he take malay language. im soo happy he learns malay. but what i've been thinking is, i don't want him to convert his religion. he's a catholic and im a malay. if we were to be together forever, he will have to convert to muslim and i don't want that to happen.....=)

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