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Tuesday, September 29, 2009


"Cina Mak Lak" VS "Melayu Tok Tok"

my monday was spend wildly with my B5 girls at sentosa. it was splendid i should say. with all the nonsense and wrestling and photo taking, it was darn crazy i should say. our evening was then spend peacefully at vivo with B&J ice-cream.

i miss going to school. :(



Friday, September 25, 2009


she say S-T-A-R-B-U-C-K.

ahah! my whole afternoon was spent truthfully with Miss Chumare. :) the last time we met was 09-09-09. haha! the unique date. nice...

so now my whole evening shall be with TV! hehehe...
i think im addicted to the cartoon Avatar. tho it was telecast before but i wasnt into it till now. all thanks to daddy. he call it botak-botak. ahaha!



Thursday, September 24, 2009


i'll say, its time to go burn things down!

siao or what, burn burn. it'll cause air pollution and its bad for your health. eleh, as if some people realise that. ahaha! ok random.

like i said earlier, out-of-the-blue questions been popping in my mind. so does random thought of doing nonsense. can you imagine, one fine day, you have the freedom to do anything. be it good or bad. i think i will go round and scream like hell. burn things down. take hammer or something strong enough to whack things and whack whack whack everything you don't like. haha! siao...

i feel like a potato at home doing nothing. ok i did run around the house with my cats sitting down there and move their head left and right watching me running like a fool. so what? my house is like big and spacious. you can even make a dance floor at the living room. anybody wanna dance?? come over and we'll turn the house down. :)

i really miss school. i miss having fun with my friend and picnic during math class. not studying noe but i do miss cracking my brain. haha!




yeah ok whatever i can't be bothered already. so people, my phone will be OFF most of the time now. for i find it useless to switch it ON. no messages. no calls. nothing. so saving the battery life and energy, i let it go to sleep. so you mind your own life, i mind my own life.

ouh one more thing, i hate people who talk too much about their partner. irritating. when im with you i don't wish you to talk about your partner. i really hate it. NO OFFENCE. i just hope we could talk about something else besides that. i swear i'll walk you out if it happens.

so long people. my phone will not be awake most of the time. ahahah!



Wednesday, September 23, 2009


dead and gone.

out-of-the-blue question have been popping out in my mind lately. i truly do not know why. ahaha! i guess i am random.

it has been raining lately. floods start to flow in certain parts of the world. i felt hopeless watching the news about floods. its only the 4th day of raya and unhappiness were seen. especially in indonesia, where the earthquake strike. i felt sad for them. :(

i am still having cough. ouh well, how naughty can you be when your fav snacks and drinks is right smack in front of you. i still eat and drink despite the fact that i got cough. ahaha!

i'll be on the top just watching you fall.



Monday, September 21, 2009


life on earth is just temporary while death is permanent.

nothing was in the mood on the first day. i got no mood to talk. no mood to smile. no mood to take photos blablabla.

it was indeed the very first time in my 18yrs life, celebrate raya without mother. well obviously we all flood on the day before and on the day itself. ouh well i do not wish to elaborate further cause im sure there are others who are in the same boat as me. to my dearest concerned friend, thank you for being concern. i am alright, dont worry. :)

right now, i am waiting for my aunts and uncles to come. SO DAMN LATE! i think i'll be sleeping like hell by the time they arrive.

ouh i forgot to add. i've been feeling unwell for the past few days. when i cried, my body temp heat up. so there goes my weak body, taking its time to heal. im still sick tho esp my throat. i got sore throat. that's why, no mood to talk. :(

lastly, Selamat Hari Lebaran Minal Aidil Wal Fa'izin.

dearest mother, please forgive me for all these years if i've ever hurt you in any way. i miss you.
~kinne~



Thursday, September 17, 2009



i wonder....
in a few days time, the month of Syawal will start and almost all muslim people will start to visit their relatives. i wonder if they ever think about the misfortunate people. i wonder if they ever remember about their loved ones thats no longer with us now. i wonder...
im so not in the mood to celebrate but still i have to for i know my late mother wouldnt want me to be sad. ouh well, i guess i'll let fate decide for me.



past few days, im just at lost. i just don't know what to do to help them. all i could do now is just send words of concern or etc. i wish i could help them in a way but i just don't know how. i have one thats have not been in her bestest mood and i just don't know how to help her. i have another one that is sick and also in the midst of getting tired with her guy. again, i just don't know what to do. all i could do was sending my concern to them. i wish i could be by their side now, accompany them and filled their emptiness. :(

again, sometimes i just don't like to interfere in their relationships problems for i know i wont be at any help with that. coz i've never been in a relationship before. :(

still i wish to be of any help in another way. in a way as in bring smile to them and make them forget all those worrying problems. :)

i wish herdy to stay strong and smile always.
i wish Farhana to stay strong too and get well soon.

i wonder, what if i were to die one day, what's gonna happen? will you be at lost?



Monday, September 14, 2009


I LOVE J&D.

tho theres the so called "cold war" between us on the meet ups, i still love them loads. :)

a week left till raya and im soo not looking forward to it. yes partly is because my beloved mother is not here. another is visiting all the relatives and cousins. to tell the truth, i rather like my distant cousins than real cousins. like HERDY! ahah! my cousin is my bestfriend. my bestfriend is my cousin. :)

i miss mugging my way to the exams. too bad im no longer had too. some people envy my free life but i would rather have myself busy tho i still like free life. haha! ouh goody.
i swear one perfect day, i will get my shoes on, my cap on, my proper attire on and i'll travel around Singapore to capture all the beautiful sceneries and picutures. its my hobby. i guess i got too many hobby. haha!

i love my friends who have been keeping me going. :)



Thursday, September 10, 2009


ORANGE!

i love painting. so fun.
finally, my room been painted. one room with 3 painters took 3hrs to complete. thats considered fast. haha! cool.

yesterday was a visit day out by Kinne and Herdy. since not all can meet up, we bring ourselves to them. so Kinne and Herdy paid a visit to Rose first at her place followed by MusFit at Toa Payoh. thanks to Herdy's wild idea, we gave them each a study package. hahah. now you guys can doodle as much as you can. :)



Monday, September 07, 2009


right after all the commotions and views, tears really rolled down my cheeks as if i've just lost another of my loved ones. no its not. i was sad and hurt. damn sad that i cried.

i felt hurt seeing them not being able to spare some time for each other. i know we really misses each other loads but then again, its the time that caused us unable to meet up. its so so annoying and irritating that some didnt make any effort for meet ups and bail on other stuff. i know each of us have our own reasons.

i feel really guilty for this tho im the one thats got plenty of time for them. guilty for unable to have a full meet ups. and im worried. im worried for the future. words can be just plain words. im not sure how true we can be in the future.

i really miss them loads but i do understand that two of them are in their major year. another of them is having holidays now. its just not the right timing. later when the two of them is done, the other one will be busy. and im left at lost. i was really at lost.

i just hope nothing will breaks our ties. i really wish things arent in this way. :(



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