thatGIRL

wow,cant believe time had pass so fast.
2mr is the start of SYF central judging man!!!
argh...so fast...
this remind of my previous SYF two years ago.
that time i was still young.
not matured yet.
was not as skillful as i am now.
was just a member with no musiczl background.
and now im a leader in the band, a BAND MAJOR.
sometimes i felt like im not a good major like others major from other band.
how can i become a major when i actually not prepared nad trained?
im not really that talented.
just because i have good leadership doesn't mean i can become a band major.
when i look at my NCO friends....
i feel so ashame.
they could play better than me.
haiz...what am i talking about??
ouh forget it...im talking crap.
maybe im just be curious bout my life.
last SYF was on the 11 of April,on monday.
and my band was band number 23.
this time was on the 12 of April and that's thursday.
and we are band number 96!!!
OMG..! thats lot of differents.
73 bands had overtake us!
life have been very busy lately.
stress is coming in...
where i need to prepare for my O'level exams...
maintaining the band...
and also my family...
starting from 2mr....
i will be very very very busy in school.
from monday to friday, i will be home late.
well it's bcoz of the preperations with the school speech day and SYF practices.
after this the school speech day,which is on the 14th April 2007,
i will no longer be a major anymore.
eventhough i have not fully stand down.
i don know who should i give my post to.
wonder who should i trust.
who shall be the one to open the door....?
all this shall be decided by the teachers.
that's all now...

shikin signing out...

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