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im kind of moody today.
just had a walk ard my area ALONE.
i was so frustrated with my dad.
i feel relax when i walked but the anger came again when i reached home.
i just cant see his face.
the bloody #@!&@%$!@% face was there.
argh!!! i hate him so much.
thanks to him i lost almost all my pets.
how i wish he lived somwhere else.
it was very peaceful when he's not ard.
the moment he's at home, there was no freedom for me.
haiz....shall stop here now.
bye...

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

today was a disappointment and happy day.
short form....2 in 1.
had english lesson again for the first two hours.
got to know my english results today.
very disappointed with the results.
spoilt my mood in the morning.
but then, after the break, im no longer moody.
why? look at the pictures below.

rosey and YT broadcasting the biscuits.

rosey posing with the biscuits.

wanie, me and rose trying to get over by the biscuits.

me stopping rosey from doing erm....i don't noe wht is it..nyahaha

well...not only that.
i got to know my maths overall results.
im so happy with the results.
i've put alot of efforts on it.
YEAH!!!
went to have lunch at causeway with mus, rose and YT after school.
took the lift to banquet but we got down at the wrong floor.
so we ended up taking the stairs.
its just a level above so its not tiring.
mus left earlier coz he got dance class.
me, rose & YT went to metro for WINDOW SHOPPING!
we pick which ever clothes we wanted to try out.
went to the fitting room and tried the clothes.
after that home sweet home.
heard from mom that dad had a business outside. that made me feel very angry with him. i don't noe what had comes of him. why didn't he bring us out every weekend? is family less important to him? what, he got another family which we dont noe? don't he love his family? just where did he go every weeknights? the more i see him the more i hate him. i noe he is my father but i think he don't deserve to be called as father.he will only make things worse.

Monday, May 28, 2007

today is MT O'level exams.
oh gosh i cant believe it.
i was seated right at the back and it was the last seats.
worse still, there's fans behind me.
it was the hall's fans of course.
i was irritated by the wind.
the wind blew the hair forward whenever i look down.
i had to make my hair properly whenever i look up.
aniway, the paper one was hard.
i went blank when i read the qns.
lucky they gave us 2 hours to write.
and guess what, my handwriting was like KANASAI!!!
the paper 2 was average.
i could answer all the qns without panic.
i hate the PERIBAHASA!!!
grr....it was quite tricky.
oh yeah, one of the invigilator looks familiar to me.
hmm...cant remember where.

after the exams, went to northpoint with yueting for lunch.
the food court was full of people la.
isn't it obvious, it was during lunch time when i reach there.
what a small world u noe.
i saw some of my primary school frenz, bout 3 of them and TEACHERS?
yeah, saw two of my primary school teachers.
one of them was Ms Ong, she looks like Carol,my NCO frenz.
same height and size but the only diff was the hair.
Ms Ong's hair was even shorter than Carol's.
i cant remember the other teacher's name but i could only recognise the face la hor...
along the way at interchange, saw Maya and her gang.
hmm...dunnoe where they going.
and here i am blogging at home.
2mr still need to go sch.
had to come back to school for TWO WEEKS!!!!!
10 HOURS IN SCHOOL, 2 HOURS PER SUBJECT.
ouh ya, i still have ENGLISH PRELIM ORAL 2mr.
wah, such a busy week im gonna have.

that's it now, im done.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

freaking bored today....
woke up at noon and had to meet mom for lunch.
i've change my handphone number.
so if u didn't receive my msg den tell me.
i'll give u my new number.
klah got nothing to say liao....
bye...

Friday, May 25, 2007

hey, today is the last day of school.
all the students will be having their holiday except for the O'level candidates.
well, monday is our MT O'level exams.
what's more, this stupid school of mine is crazy.
making all secondary 4 students to come back for the first two weeks of the june holiday for revision.
DAMN!!! TWO HOURS PER SUBJECTS!!!!!!
wow, can sleep in class man...
wanna know the timing?
from 8am to 6pm....
its more like going to school like normal days.
10 HOURS IN SCHOOL, 2 HOURS PER SUBJECTS.
haiz, well some of the days might be going through the mid-year paper.
anyway, got to know my A.maths results.
i got a B4 for A.Maths. my maths paper 1 was 60/80.
i've shown to Mr Chan that i did it.
well, i got border line for my common test.
like i said...i do seriously on my SA1 & SA2.

now im all alone at home.
sis donnoe go where. mom will be back around 5pm.
all my 10 kittens are sleeping soundly.
they are so cuddly. how i wish they remain small.
hehe..stupid wish....
anyway that's all now.....

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

wah...damn tired today.
had cross country today.
i ran with Farah coz we happened to run on and off and the same timing.
well not really lar...
i made her run as i cant walk all the way.
it was really fun running with her.
when i stop she shout at me, when she stop i pulled her...
we managed to end the race together.
but one thing that made us lough was...
the teachers thought that we are lower sec...
coz, when we reach the first lower sec girl haven reach yet...
so that means the lower sec girls are very slow...
the first girl reach bout 30 mins plus...
sch ended at 1030.
after that went home and out again.
went swimming with rachelle, farah, kamiyah and cindy.
it was very fun. heres some pics...

me trying to scare rachelle...

she was relaxing herself...

thats farah smiling under the shades...

rachelle and cindy sun tanning under their sun.

me and kamiyah under the shades.
we dont wanna get very dark under the hot suns.

such a loner.
thinking of whats her hubby doing i think....
hehe, sorry farah i called u a loner...

farah's cute towel...PIKACHU...

all of us was trying to pull rachelle into the deep pool.
we ended up at the baby pool.
hahas...but we did something crazy there.
rachelle and farah wrestle non stop.
overall it was really great swimming with them.
and you know what?
i managed to get away from getting too dark but...
MY NOSE IS RED!!!
AND I THINK I GOT SUNBURN ON MY NOSE!!!!!!!!!!!
grr....
anyway that's all for now...
bye...

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

PICTURES TIME!!

Yishun junior college band members.

band photo part two.

chu-chu train...

not ready yet...

the formation of tsuhui, rose and me...

can you see the purpose of me taking the pics?
herda was following what the boys beside her doing...
biting fingers....

at Northpoint toilet...

that's all folks...

Monday, May 21, 2007

hey,miss lots of the update for the past few days...
ok, heres a recap.

Saturday:
went to catch a concert at Yishun Junior College.
the concert was nice but there's still some room of improvement.
i was irritated by one of the kids.
dunnoe where the parents are.
the kids was running around the auditorium.
making fun and creating noise that attract the audience.
it was very rude lar....

Sunday:
wake up early in the morning just to go to the market.
rot at home.
suppose to study for my accounts but didn't.
then my grandma came with my aunt.
heaed from my aunt that my cuzzy need to undergo leg operations.
aww...pain.

Today:
had my last MYE paper, accounts paper 1.
end at 8.54am.
wait for rose and fiqah.
then we walk to northpoint (NP).
took only around 10 - 15 mins from my school to NP.
eat at macdonald for lunch.
walk around NP.
bought the new drinks, WHATEVER!.
its the name of the drinks..
"whatever" is a non-carbonated drink while "anything" is a carbonated drink.
there were three different flavours when we found.
cant decide which to choose.
so we took aaat random and guess what.
we get the crysentimum tea flavour...
its taste like an original tea.
so herballish...yuck.
oklar...that's all for now.
2mr is maths & science day but the sec 4 exp and sec 5 N/A wil be having their MT O'level intensive revision programme.
sian ar...MT O'level paper is next week....
haiz, must study hard...
jiayou..

Friday, May 18, 2007

im back..!
at last, one more paper and im done with my MID-YEAR...!
YEAH!!!!!!!
but its not over yet...
still have my O'level MT paper.
feuw...lucky its MT....
anyway, i think i did badly for my mid-year...
why?
coz i didn't study much and also...
THE PAPER WAS DAMN HARD LAR...
english was alrite except for the summary....
couldn't finish both my maths paper 1 & 2...
couldn't finish my SS strucure essay qns...
totally blank on my Accounts paper.
almost forgot how to do my geography...
my science : chemistry was hard, physics, i could only say 50-50...
A.maths...whoah...
both paper 1 & 2 was hard...leave alot of unanswered qns...
next week band resume...
wonder how will it turn out without the majors....
wonder how will the NCOs control the band.
hope they do their fullest best.
hmm...nothing much to say...
my brain freeze oredi...
too much thinking...
nyaha...
bye2..

Monday, May 07, 2007

lazy to write so its PHOTO TIME!!!

me & rose during lunch time.

showing off our nuggets.

me & jess..

that's Ah Chen...no lar, actually it's Wei Xi.

she's my english partner.

eating her fav food, NUGGETS..

weixi's(white), mine(black) & rose's(dark pink/purple)

that's all folks...

Sunday, May 06, 2007

one more week till the sec 4 & 5 MYE.
the sec 1,2 & 3 started their paper already.
our school always start the MYE late..
its like towards the june holiday already.
bcoz of this, all O & N level candidates had to come back for the 1st week of holiday.
come back just to check our MYE paper and take results.
so pathetic lar...
ouh well, at least we got more time to study..hehe.
and it be peaceful for us to study without any distraction.
i'll be studying in school almost everyday with Mus & Tsuhui.
the school will be very quiet after 1pm....
and i can take my time to study in school without any distraction.
thats all now...
lazy to think much...
bye..

Friday, May 04, 2007

i was freaking annoyed at home.
cat give problem, mom nag non-stop.
so annoyed ar.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!
i need to focus! FOCUS!
mustn't make this affect my studies.
exams is nearing.
i don't noe why...
in school i was like myself...
at home, i feel like im someone else.
the moment i stepped into the house...
i could feel the anger in me.
everything at home seems to be annoying me...
what's happing to me???
ARGH!!!!!!!!
help me...
i cant take this anymore...

school was as per normally today.
alot of people didn't come today.
YT, Alvin, PeiQi, Mark and many more...
the food in the canteen was almost finishing during the Sec 4s' recess time.
the lower sec had their recess earlier than us.
they must have taken all of our food.
during MT lesson, we didn't study.
we talk with Cikgu and ask qns bout O'level exams.
its about three to four more weeks to O'level MT paper.
during A.Maths lesson, Mr Lee gave us sweets.
LOTS OF SWEETS.
here are some snapshots i took....

rubbish full of sweet wrappers. very colourful rite?

a close up of what kind of sweets we ate.

me and rose stressing on A.Maths qns...

my table...very neat huh?
got sweet somemore.

rose's table...theres sweet too!

our side view...waiting for Mr Lee to continue with the lesson.

towards the end of the lesson, Mr Lee had some bets with some of us.
here what he said..
"IF 100% PASS, I TREAT YOU MACDONALD BREAKFAST (burger only)"
"IF YOU GET B3/4, U GET ONE KINDER SURPRISE AND KINDER BUAENO"
"AND IF YOU GET A1/2, I GIVE YOU ONE MOVIE TICKET PLUS SNACKS"
this bet is for the whole class...
then to some of us....
"GET B3, ONE MOSS BURGER MEAL....."
"IF A2, UPSIZE"
"A1...MOSS BURGER MEAL AND SIDE DISH"
we were all like WOW!
he's willing to treat us sia....
but then,
Mr Lee said to those he's expecting, "IF YOU FAIL, I WANT SWENSON!"
cool huh?
but then, he told us that teachers wont get anything if the students were to pass their exams.
pity them.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

had my MT mid-year exams today.
was freaking hard lar.
think im gonna get just border line only...
the school was very quiet at around 2.45pm.
normally at this time it was very noisy and full of people in the canteen.
anyway, stayed back in school with mus and tsuhui to study.
we were the only students left in the canteen.
mus interrupted me and tsuhui with his chemistry qns...
in the end, me and tsuhuhi gave up studying and decided to teach mus.
it took him so many times to understand how to balance an equation.
me and tsuhui can go crazy when we teach him.
then we use whiteboard marker to draw on the canteen table.
of cause we wipe the table off...

i don't know why i felt the anger in me.
the moment i step in the house, i was in no mood.
mom started to be impatient and kept ordering and nagging at me and sis.
i was very mad that i have no appetite.
i end up watching TV throughout the whole night.
and i was like drinking a cup of tea to fill my stomach.

mom, im very sorry if i've made you cry.
it's not tat i was angry with you.
it's just that there's too much pressure on me already.
i've no appetite today and i hate people to force me to do something.
u kept nagging at us when you are impatient.
when we said wait, you will start to nag and nag and nag till we do the job.
everyone is tired and i know you want everything to be done fast.
pls,mom...
this life had too much pressure already.
pls don't add more to it.
i will throw tentrum if im too stress.
but i don't wish to make you cry.
i hate it, ALOT...
I HAD ENOUGH....
pls..i beg you.
this applied to you guyz/galz too..

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