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was browsing through the pics and found this! ahah.... my youngest kitty was watching TV?! how cool is that? and its a cartoon somemore...ahahah >_<

firstly, i would like to wish all father a HAPPY FARTHERs DAY. well if im not wrong, the last time i celebrated fathers day was like a zillion years ago? geesh... if only daddy were to be a good daddy than i think i'll still celebrate it now. ouh well, i wouldn't want to bring up the past again. but seriously, even if you ask me to forget and forgive, im sorry but i can't. coz it hurt my heart so much that i will never forget about it. ok, he has done bad to mummy not me. but mummy has forgiven daddy and now they're on good terms. i just scared that history will repeat itself again, i hope it'll NEVER REPEAT. so now, i dont even care about fathers day but i still respect my father. it's just that i don't really give him the love as his child. he's just another human to me. we talk when we want to if not we just shut our mouth. okok, enough about the past. i've had enough of it!

ok, today same thing again, woke up "VERY EARLY". slept late again ystd coz i mug and mug for geog. how i wish that i could just scan and save in my brain like the comp. then i dont have to study like a nerd. ^.^ den same thing lar, cook for the family and mind my own business. hehe. was kinda worried for sis actually. dunnoe how she's gonna survive when she's married in the future. she lied to mummy and even her BF about going to aunts place. she went to somewhere else and reach home very very late. she broke her promise AGAIN! i mean, she actually did this like thousands or zillions of time? OMG! and how smart can she get? trying to prevent from getting a nag from mummy 2dae, she went out. GOOD LAR. and make me to be her victim larh. everytime when she did something wrong, i'll be the one who kena nag first followed by her. EH, HELLO?! IM NOT THE ONE WHO'S COMING HOME VERY LATE OR DO SOMETHING BAD. AND IM THE VICTIM HERE!!! T_T wonder when will sis ever gonna change. have she ever thought about mummy's feeling? somehow i got so pissed off that i actually rude to mummy. it does hurt my heart though but thats the only way that i can do in order prevent me from becoming the victim. ouh ALLAH! why does my family have to be in this state? and why is it always the MELAYU family that faces this kind of problem or maybe other family problem??? why? is it that we got not enough understanding or is it because we're lack of religious belief. T_T im getting emo here...but thank god 2mr i'll be out of home! yesh! ok, shall stop here larh. will update longer and crappier 2mr. coz 2mr will be going to Kimi's house to do some random stuff... will tell you wat we're doing 2mr hahas. i'll bet it's gonna be wild! =D

you are not the only one.
to tell you the truth, you're just like me.
somehow i feel that you're like the other me.
facing almost the same situation and feeling.
you're not alone, you still have me.
lets work our ass out together and succeed what we want!

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