thatGIRL

people...what will happen if shikin were to disappear one day? what will you do when she's gone? the memories that's filled with friends, family and the things that have been going on ard her will always be in her heart and mind.

my most worse nightmare is back yet again. daddy is starting to be back to his sucky attitude and putting all the blames to family. once a sucker will always be a loser. i regret asking mummy to come back home. should have ask her to just leave that freak alone and lead a normal life. in fact we can survive without him. ok, maybe sometimes i nid him for school stuff. but i just cant stand his attitude towards the family. he brought this upon himself and serve him right! if only he were to be a good daddy, then i think that the family will not fall apart on and off? so now what? whenever he got a problem, he always blame the family especially mummy. saying this and that about us not treating him well. what is this? is history repeating himself again? why? why? why? why is it always occur when im in the mids of my studies? yes i know i should not think too much of it or else my studies will be affected. but i just can't help it. i wanted to help mummy but i dunnoe how. my sch work and my family. which one should i choose? or should i just pretend nothing happen? T_T i dunnoe larh, this problem will never get away. even if daddy leave mummy who will pay for my sch fees if he don't wish to pay? and how can i let only sis to support me and mummy? i wan do my part but i can't. im sure mummy will object me from stopping schooling or even taking up part time jobs. :(
what will happen next? will i still exist in MI? will i still be staying in yishun? it's just a mateer of how the family goes. im sorry people, i just can't believe this gonna happen again. :(

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