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it suck to have flu especially when you have plans.

J&D sleepover! the day we've been waiting for. all of us was able to make it and the day really went out well. i say, the girls are stronger and better than the guys. hehe, well, we girls didn't sleep while they guys slept. cheerleading in the pool really is fun! the pain is not that pain coz you fall in the water than on concrete floor. "i don't trust Rose!" ahaha! thats wat most of us said when it comes to carrying each other but! i love her piggy back. you're my horsey! the day went well with us enjoying the beautiful sunrise at the top floor of the house.

class bbq. well, quite disappoiting coz not all came. it feells as if its a malay clique gathering instead of class gathering. haha!

and today, all i could say is that it's a FEVER DAY for me! really, woke up in the morning with a heavy head and poof! went back to sleep after taking some medicine. even those who msg me, i replied late coz i was too weak and tired to reach my phone and text the msges. heheh!
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KAMIYAH!
may all your wishes come true. though its late but i still remember your b'dae! :D

alrights, i can't wait for tmr. i'll be gone for 2 days camp ppl. so another sleepover at other place again. aiyo...but this time in school. haha! :D

Labels: class bbq, JnD sleepover

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

like i said before, erase the word boring when go town.
city hall. have you ever tried going there around 11 plus? seriously, its damn empty and you can just run freely like nobody business. but soon more and more people appear and poof! its pack with humans! taking train by bouncing back from marina bay towards North at around 1plus. you can really own the whole train. serious. its so fun!
ok so like i said, town will not be boring when it comes to shopping. theres a long list of things to get for myself. so much for shopping for my footwear. there's so many things to get there at a discounted price! one of them is the EVERLAST SHOES!
i really love end of year sale. ahah!

alrights, now serious matter.
remember i once said im glad that theres lots of NCOs in the band and that i can relax? well get this right. FORGET ABOUT IT! ERASE IT! IGNORE IT!
no matter how far i run, it will still come to me. i just can't get away from it. i guess its the fact that the leadership in me will never fade away. sigh.
im not sure if im ready yet. whats more, i wonder what the rest feels about the breaking news today. am i really fit to be one? i dunnoe. but im glad that they really saw me as a leader. haha! whoops. :D

i can't wait for SLEEPOVER!

Labels: leadership roles, random date

Saturday, November 22, 2008

random date. how random can a date be? haha!
had fun yet tiring day today. met up with Farhana with an unplanned date. like J&D said, an unplanned date would turn out great and it is.

orchard road, a place where most people will go, i guess. lots of shops there. and im surprise that i actually got bored over it alr. well, only when im really into shopping then i would erase the word boring. heheh. walking ard without purchasing is really i hate most. its a must for me to at least spend my money on something. and i did.

ceasar salad is so so filling that you can hardly finish it all. UNLESS! you really hungry like hell then i guess the salad is a good choice to finish it up. but then you can get sick of it coz theres cream souce and cheese. lots of cheese. haha.

what would the last thing to do if you and your fren get really bored at a shopping mall? ARCADE. really, i mean, its the only place that you could find in any shopping mall to have fun right? unless you're at VIVO den its another story lah. arcade, im sure you would agree that once start cannot stop. i've to agree with Farhana that TIME CRISIS is sure addicting. i'm surprise both of us really like shooting. hmm maybe we should go for paint ball game one day ok? haha!

again, a date that's involve alot of walking sure make the legs pain right? well, J&D date always end up legs tired and sleepy. to think that even with Farhana would also turn out tired legs and sleepy. all thanks to her for complaining so much. tsk! haha. still, its great to go out with her. some nonsense and disturbance would appear. thanks to me of course.

ouh, i would like to say that, we actually meet very weird people today. dunnoe why but its so weird.
1) a girl cover her face with a paper and walkswith her frens. she just walk and walk without realising that got people infront of her. farhana nearly bump onto her but lucky both of us were alert. cant imagine if she really bump onto her. then there'll be a "free show" i guess.
2) a guy sitting on the railing at the interchange. as we walk pass him, he suddenly say "HELLO" loudly like some APEK talks on the phone. we thought he was talking to us but actually, he was talking to his fren on the phone through earpiece.

another random day full of weird things but still a great day to spent with your frens when you are bored at home. haha! arcade is a good place to go actually but your pocket will burn. :D

i miss J&D and i cant wait for SLEEPOVER! 28th must hurry come!
i've an ulcer at my tounge that makes me hard to swallow food! grr...

Labels: a date with Farhana

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

3x FALL.

how many times can i fall in one day at the same place? ahaha!
met up with J&D and i sure had fun from laughing to FALLING! -.- my butt, my left wrist, its hurting. well, its the after effect after you fall so yeah. hehe. so much for the cheerleading and jumping over the barrier. ahaha! its so random that we had really funny random activities going on. ouh those moments.

a very random date and falling day. how sweet :D

Labels: JnD date

Sunday, November 16, 2008

real world VS ghost world. which is scarier?
sometimes i feel that real world is scarier than the other world. people commit suicide, murder, kidnap bla bla bla. while on the other world, well, i donnoe what's going on but i noe that when they're bored, they would come to our world and disturb us. get it? its like i wonder, where did all these "things" actually come from? ouh well, all i know is they are scary.

actually, why is it that suddenly people are all talking about this "thing"? the games. the movies. the videos. the experience? why is there a sudden talks about this? o.o
ok, i got something to tell you. something happened ytsd night and it was mummy. i dont want to elaborate it much. all i could tell is, that "thing" disturb her. ok there! see! even i myself start to talk about it! one thing for sure, NO HORROR MOVIES OR ANYTHING THAT'S SCARY FOR ME! THAT'S INCLUDE GAMES! :D

ok, lets change topic. RUBIK'S.
i realise that its the IN thing right now after dunnoe how years later? everywhere i go, there's sure have at least 2 out of 10 people playing the cube. not much when you walk around the public but im sure you know that people are starting to play this cubes. :D even if you go to my school, you'll be surprise to see that there's actually the interest group of rubik's cube. really, im not kidding.
another thing. those toys or watever that i used to play during primary school days came back. ok examples, YO-YO, TAMIYA and of course rubiks. haha! so many things tend to pop out of the sudden. :D

alrights. i think i stop here for the night.
people, im fully booked for the whole of this week starting from 2mr. no holidays for me till after 18th December! :)

a msg for HERDY.
THANKS FOR THE PICS ON THE LINK DEAR! LOVE YOU! :D

Friday, November 14, 2008

the passion for music in me....

a bad timing day today.

firstly theres a change in timing for band prac. too last min notice and not alot came. bleah! i hate it when people start to compare us with the others. its like hello, they kept playing the same old pieces while WE MISB IS PLAYING NEW PIECES! so i find it unfair when the teachers scolded us for not being ready for the yr end concert. also, i hate it when people dont come for the band prac and giving such excuses. in which leading to the rest who came for prac to be the victim for the teachers LECTURE/WARNING/SCOLDING! its like WTH! always the same people who didn't turn up and the same people who became the victim. in addition, i find it SOO COMMON that it is so irritating to hear. i feel like leaving at that point of time but its very rude. i find it no point talking to the same people when its suppose to be on the others.

ok so, before band suppose to meet helmi and farhana for lunch. surprisingly, i was so damn earlier. :D apparently, we couldnt contact helmi which i find it weird. so we thought he went for prayers or something and would contact us ltr. still, he didn't contact nor came for band prac. maybe he's stuck with some stuff i guess.

had ice latte and im proud of myself for finishing that bitter drink! :D kk, actually i normally drink it with the syrup but today dunnoe why my mood want to drink it bitter. so yeah, i drank it and i manage to finish it up! yesh! :D felt sleepy though. aiyo...

had dinner out. sat at KFC for like dunnoe how long. 2hrs? spent an hour settle down and eat. another hour chit-chatting with Mr Lim L.H. :D he just appeared there and joined us so thats why we were like taking our time talking mostly bout band and army.

i learnt something funny today. in the past, in the year 1989, there used to have LIGHT & SOUND plattoon in the army. whoever was in there, had to join in the choir or the performers of the NDP parade in 1989. why? cause they had to deal with some technical stuff ard the performers at that time. so cute larh...ouh and at that time, i wasnt even born yet larh. not even in my mom's womb. =P

theres nothing that could make me stay awake. :D

Thursday, November 13, 2008

yeah. its true. new blog skinnet!
say watever you want. i've been wanting to get this kind of skins. ahah!
im so sick of skins w/ designs. :)

rain. thunder. lightning.

i was in the train on the way home yesterday when suddenly i felt the pain in the heart.

it was raining super heavily and i could see the lighting with loud thunder. it feels as if the lightning is just behind your back. only a few milimetres away from you.

as i sat in the train with music pluck in my ears, observing the crowd in the train, i realise how much i miss J&D and mummy and sis and i wonder how alert can everyone be. i don't know why, it feels as if im leaving this world.

it seems that every single one of them is minding their own business without worrying of how they gonna get themself safely home or even wondering whats gonna happen next.

maybe they are thinking inside that little brain under the skull. its just that the expressions didn't show.

sitting alone in the train, with the rain pouring down heavily and thunder everywhere, the sudden sadness just came. theres an old man sitting on the opposite side. for the first time, i saw a man actually feel very worried. as the thunder goes, he look worried and he kept looking out at the window the people ard him. it rain so heavily that by 6.30pm it was already dark. really really dark.

at yishun, i was waiting for the bus. could see that every single one of us, trying our best to queue up patiently.

eveyone who used to walk home, took the bus ride home. the lines was fricking long and the bus is way too long to come and fetch. ouh well, you want take bus, you have to wait right?

its a public bus, what do you ecpect? :)

im glad that i reach home safely.

having a strong will is good enough for me to survive alone.

blowing my mind off.

Monday, November 10, 2008

first and foremost. 32nd NCO rocks!

you know why? let me tell you why. 34th NCO is not what you could have expected. ITS WORSE that 32nd or 33rd. serious. don't believe, go see the vid arh. its like WTF! the BM didn't even do any formation or worse still, they didn't even memories the pieces. all they did was sit on the chair with the music stand AT THE FIELD! and perform their parts as if its at the concert hall and of course played music for the DM's show. tsk! tsk! tsk! ouh well, maybe due to different music director that got different ways to have the camp gooing on. :D

kk, enough bout this NCO. its way in the past for me already. today went to school for yet again, BAND! attendance not bad actually but we still got missing musicians to play the missing parts. ouh and heard theres gonna be some quite interesting event coming soon. things like 3days2nights camp and also tune-in session. cool. but i wonder how many people would turn up for the tune-in? hmm... :/

so yeah, another day full of band. 2mrs gonna be another of band followed by weds. im glad im totally out of band on thurs. :D

can somebody knock me down on the road and make me hospitalised?! so that i dont have to keep going back to BUKIT BATOK where my school is?! :D

Sunday, November 09, 2008

nice yet touching concert.

ok, ystd met up with Mr Mus for lunch at city hall. was like 20-25mins late? ahaha! whoops! damn alot of people and we had to like go on a race. get away from the crowd! :D
had a super tasteless lunch i should say. how could the chef cook something so tasteless?! they sure make the customer angry though. ouh and we had watermelon juice! haha!

me = watermelon juice.
Mus = so called watermelon with watever fruits juice
Herdy = papaya with milk juice
Rose = ?? ( sori its either i hardly see her drink juice or i 4got ) =S

ok, went back to woodlands for RP's concert. before that, Mus wanted to buy his earpiece. he spent abt 10-15mins just to get the earpiece! worse than me.
so we went to our separate ways and i had to walk alone to TRCC. surprisingly, Mr Z Lim and Ms Huang was there. gosh. the concert was nice yet touching. there was a surprise for the Yr 3s. the Yr 1s & Yr 2s played a piece and also a slide show was being shown. cool...

tm2 onwards i think im down with BAND DESEASE. why? most of the days i've to be back for band prac. WTH!

till then...=D

Friday, November 07, 2008

my butt still hurts that when i strech myself i could feel the muscle streching.

too tired to wake up early today that i totally miss out band prac. gosh. hmm, i wonder hows the prac today. attendance? it is even worth to come today? i wonder.

well obviously, last few prac haven been good. not alot of the members came coz some are either MIA or got leadership camp. well, if it wasn't for my father i think i'll be at the leadership camp already. sometimes i feel that i went to too many leadership camp that dad disallow me to go again. or maybe he got something against CHANGI! hmm, i wonder...ahaha!

malay father, what do you expect. of course there's some bad experience that they had and they doesn't want their childrens to experience it too. but funny, how come he allow me to go for camp at Pulau Ubin? o.O

so anyway, theres a fire truck and a police car at the carpark near my house. funny, no siren no smoke, the truck was there. saw them looking up at the houses but nothing seems to be happening. hmm, what if they kena prank? or maybe there's really something happen. haha watever...

blowing my mind to the beat!

Thursday, November 06, 2008

after that H-2-O!

had dance class with Muset and Herdet. hehe. so so cool larh. its been long since i dance with them. one thing for sure, my buttock hurt. whoops! ahaha! so yeah, we dance here and there. we really sweat out and tire out. dancing at the stadium really is a good place. no one to restrict us from doing anything. we could do anything we want! :D
thanks for the teaching and patience Muset! i'll try my best to catch up and do my best!

now its between life and death!
car drivers please be careful when you drive. TREASURE YOUR LIFE PLEASE! the bus that i took to meet up with M & H nearly had an accident or should i say a so called MASSIVE ACCIDENT that could involve alot of ppl?! the truth is that, the bus was moving fast and its green light. another car from the opp direction wanted to turn to the right. being impatient, it turned w/o waiting for the bus to pass 1st. so, the bus almost crash onto the car. lucky that the bus had it's EMERGENCY BREAKS AND ITS LOUD HORN!

this makes me rmbr how i nearly lost my life earlier this year. phew...
and tears nearly roll down my chin coz im still young. i don't wanna die young!

i love my life.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

holidays is just another months of NO STUDIES! well, holiday doesnt mean NO SCHOOL. so what if its school holiday? i still have to come back school for CCA.
and like Herdy said, im fully book on MONDAY, WEDNESDAY AND EVEN FRIDAY for school. you see, there's no way for me to go on a proper SCHOOL HOLIDAY. T.T

i hate it. it'll be hard for me to meet up with J&D. its like when we want to meet up on this date, one of us can't make it. so yeah.... and in order to really meet up and not miss the chance, i've to sacrifice one of the days. including the days that im not suppose to go out. ahaha!

ouh well, just like in my previous post, i need some space and freedom. once in a while i have to go against mummy's request. it has always been ME! everything me. ME ME ME!
HELLO! i need some freedom to be with my frens esp J&D. its not easy to be with them you know and whats more, J&D is not easy to find or even get. im so proud of myself for having J&D by my side.

today, will be having dinner with J&D. guess what? mummy asked me to be back before 10 and she purposely ask me to buy dinner for daddy. WTH! i hate it! HATE IT! HATE IT! HATE IT! when will i even get the chance to be out with freedom without any this or that from mummy?!

im going against it and thats final. i just find it very irritating nowadays.
i just feel like isolating myself for a moment but i dunnoe when. sigh...

Monday, November 03, 2008

ouh wow. i hate mummy's nag. tsk!
her nag is nothing but the same thing. i think she does realise that she's actually repeating the same thing again and again. haiz...
once in a while i need to have my freedom. i mean who doesn't want their freedom.

unexpected news came last friday. i felt sorry for sis. maybe there's no will for both of them. Allah love him more. hope sis feeling better and accept the fact that he had left us. may he rest in peace.

ouh well, guess we really have to cherish our lives and also the people ard us. who knows (touch wood) unexpected things can happen to you. haiz...

i love J&D.

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