rain. thunder. lightning.

i was in the train on the way home yesterday when suddenly i felt the pain in the heart.

it was raining super heavily and i could see the lighting with loud thunder. it feels as if the lightning is just behind your back. only a few milimetres away from you.

as i sat in the train with music pluck in my ears, observing the crowd in the train, i realise how much i miss J&D and mummy and sis and i wonder how alert can everyone be. i don't know why, it feels as if im leaving this world.

it seems that every single one of them is minding their own business without worrying of how they gonna get themself safely home or even wondering whats gonna happen next.

maybe they are thinking inside that little brain under the skull. its just that the expressions didn't show.

sitting alone in the train, with the rain pouring down heavily and thunder everywhere, the sudden sadness just came. theres an old man sitting on the opposite side. for the first time, i saw a man actually feel very worried. as the thunder goes, he look worried and he kept looking out at the window the people ard him. it rain so heavily that by 6.30pm it was already dark. really really dark.

at yishun, i was waiting for the bus. could see that every single one of us, trying our best to queue up patiently.

eveyone who used to walk home, took the bus ride home. the lines was fricking long and the bus is way too long to come and fetch. ouh well, you want take bus, you have to wait right?

its a public bus, what do you ecpect? :)

im glad that i reach home safely.

having a strong will is good enough for me to survive alone.

blowing my mind off.