thatGIRL

one thing for sure. where did all my friends go? somehow i just feel as if im no longer exist in their life anymore. where have they all gone to? where did all the promise that've been made gone to? a promise means a promise but heck! the promise haven been fulfilled! :( everyday, hoping my phone to ring but nothing, NOTHING! seems to be happening. no calls or msg. do i still exist or am i just some back up friend who will only be needed when they doesnt have anyone else to talk to? :(
ouh well, its just my thought. i might as well better off dead or disappear in this world.

another thing that runs in my mind now is, whats happening to the world? it seems to have got a curse or something. wheres the love for the earth? bombing, killing, murdering, suiciding. whats going on hear? poverty, disaster. why is everything happening at one go? i feel as if like flying from place to place and give them a big tight slap, no wait, maybe i should give them something that can wake them up and realise that the earth is dying thanks to those idiots who's destroying with their stupid ideas. ok why am i saying these? go watch the news. have you ever seen any one of the years that theres no dispute or disaster?

sometime i feel that travelling to other country is not safe. when will it be the best time to travel without any crisis? gosh why am i saying these? thats because i love the earth and i wanted to do something but i dunnoe how. sigh. ouh well......

ok, enough about it.
recently, went out with two long time no see friends, Que and Balqis on christmas day. TWILIGHT! is what we watched that day. cool... can't wait for the next series to come out next year. heh, there will be FOUR series!