had my lovely date with 3 other "minahs" of B5. haha! nono. they're NOT minahs. its just a name i call them. hehhe.

headed down to haji lane and search for a shop. took us one round to find haji lane when it actually just nearby us. hahah! the weather was freaking hot and its not a great idea to walk around. so we got ourselves stuck to a place and they had sheesha. okay i didnt do it. its them. i just sit there and had a weird taste of mocha. damn the mocha taste suck!

and so our days was filled with snap-shot. every moment its a must to snap a shot. i think im in love with photography. hahah! thanks to the influence of J&D. :D :D

the "minahs" of B5. ahah! love them. :)

apparently, im in love with this wall. awesomely painted. :)

and what not, my lovely ladies! Ms Nathan called us THE MONYETS! ahaha!

i demand for another tennis session yo! :)

i spent $3 for almost the whole day to enjoy myself with sports at OCC! ahaha!

ouh and with just $2.70 lunch. it was really worth it!

like finally, i had myself hooked onto the tennis court and swing around with the tennis racket together with Herdy and Rose. we are indeed bad at it. nonetheless we did had fun fooling ard. :)

right after smacking we had our cheapest yet filling lunch for only $2.70. its darn good and yummy. then, Herdy being so kind, treated us to bowling. there goes our arms swinging again with heavy balls. hahah! so much for the SAMAMUTHUS! so much for the swinging, we had ourselves soaked in the pool. another round of our "MISSION POWER" and also Herdy made me dive deep down into the Olympic Pool just to get her glasses. ahah!

OCC sauna is damn wow! the smell of fresh wood really make you feel breatheless. i have to admit, i complaint alot inside there. i wonder how the hell can one breathe so easily inside the freaking sauna with all fully covered. hmm...

ouh well, my days have never been better with my Judes. its been awhile since i last had "sports" with them. so fun! of course with the fact that we were fooling around. ahahah!

my weekends are back to work. like finally, im able to get back to work or else my pay will be little. :)

life have been as usual but i do feel kinda empty and lonely at home some times. since mummy's no longer with us, so many things have yet to settle. there's so many things that im still in the dark. all those things was not mention from mummy. i guess, those unknown things have to be kept secret or quiet. :(

i really miss mummy loads.

read the recent news and the flu outbreak now has got about 146 cases alr? haha!damn, when will these people ever gonna stop going to the affected countries and bring the virus here huh? tsk!

ouh well im sure those students esp the JC/MI kiddos want to have an extension to their holidays rite? hahha! im sure Ms Nathan loves it. another week of holiday extension means more time to study for the As uh? haha! for MI i know it'll be more time to prepare for their Promo paper 1. :)

i would love to have these two again but up at the mountains where i could keep my mind at ease. :)

its been 2 weeks now and i really miss mummy dearly.

i've yet to think of what's the plan for the next step since mummy's no longer here. life has to move on, i noe. that's what people kept saying but its not easy. i need some time.

last few weeks, i received a poem from an unknown person named Kay.

a nice yet touching poem was tag on my board.

it's really nice of you to give me this poem and to think that you're concerned. :)

apparently i do not know you but thanks anyway, Kay. :)

our PLANNED PLAN goes UNPLANNED. that's how typical J&D are. a day out with my Judes and dang it's been long  since we last get together just the trios. Slap you MusFit for being unable to make it! hmph! hehehe.

it is damn tempting to go in shop by shop and to see all the red tag or should i say the DISCOUNT tag?! ahaha! really tempting that whatever you see, you wanna grab it.

so, Judes had a topic about originality. im proud of us for having different personality and that we still as close as ever. i mean come on luh, you dont have to be everything the same with your bestfriends rite? where's the originality? being yourself is the best!

i am dying for home-cook food. i really miss mummy's cooking badly. :(

i must get back on my feet now and follow her path. i don't wanna disappoint her. i must continue her role. as a chef obviously. :)

i made a grand entrance back to MI ystd but apparently not much student was there. first stop was to take TEMPERATURE. as usual, our safety purposes.

MISB had their very first investiture and i was late ON PURPOSE! hah! :X

as usual, there will never be a proper day excluding competition or tight practices day, to get a FULL ATTENDANCE! that's the custom, can't blame.

and so...the investiture went on and after that off to ECP for BBQ. sadly my dear Monyet couldnt make it. miss you! :)

one thing i noe for sure, I DON'T THINK I'LL BE ABLE TO TAKE BBQ FOOD MUCH OR MAYBE ANYMORE! my stomach was unhappy... :( so i end up eating very little and spent the whole night like fools! SURPRISINGLY! i got sugar-caffeine rush! whoohoo! can't believe i actually went nonsense after 12 midnight. hahahah!

yes, yes...i stayed overnite at ECP with some of them without any tent. so we end up like some homeless people hanging ard the area. of course we occupy the shelter there luh. manage to rent the bike overnite and serious shit, its damn cool and fun to cycle ard ECP after 4am. damn peaceful...

the breeze, the skies, the stars, the clouds, the sound of the sea, everything there is just freaking awesome. i was really at ease when i so called "emo" there. come on, i need some breather to release what i had just went through a week ago. IM STILL NOT OVER IT! its not easy for me to let go noe...

and yeah, its been long since i last cycled in jan...my butt hurts. cycled round and round and round, end up getting your butt aching and leg cramp. craming part is just the effect you'll feel after cycling ard ECP at 4am non-stop. im not kidding. ok maybe its been long since i last cycled. ahaha! dang!

up till now, i do feel tired but i still haven sleep since yesterday from morning ard 9am! goodness! i think i better go rest now or else i'll be zombie. hahaha!

i soooo can't wait for my DATE with J&D!!!!!

till then, then then luh. ahaha!

INSENSITIVE.

why insensitive? well usually when people are in a sober situation, they're dont really have the guts to laugh or be nonsense rite? but i've these group of idiots who are simply insensitive. the call themselves "THE INSENSITIVE IDIOTS" aka The J&D.

the J&D.

ouh well. they are my darn besties.

for they have been with me since secondary school and im proud of it. always cheer me up whenever i feel down esp last friday.

i couldn't believe myself for having 3 such great "idiots" in my life. i tot i'll have only one but NO! i got 3 INSENSITIVE IDIOTS in my life. ahah! lastly all of us are actually related to one another especially Ms Chumare! i still dont believe the fact! we must get to the bottom of the chain. really...

its exactly one week and im still in disbelief.

a day out with my Razzi Club yesterday. headed down to S'pore Flyer and poof! there goes our duty. nono we didn't ride the flyer tho its only 10 freaking bucks (applicable for students only). we were outside flyer doing our duty.

yes, went inside the so called rainforest in which i turn out to be the monkey there. its fun i tell you. really.

after some time shooting in there, we make our way to the outside where you could step your freaking foot on the F1 race track.

Poof! the the trios officially step our foots on the F1 race track AND! the PIT-LANE! no im not kidding. i bet not all of you actually realise that you can actually enter the pit-lane...... im not kidding, if you're not lazy, try make your way through the race track near flyer and you'll be surprise. :)

we were like some reporters with our cameras, exploring the track and pit-lane. seriously its darn fun. one whole long stretch of lane and you could see the burn marks left by the F1 cars tyre.

its been a few days now and im still coping with it. at times, i just need some space and air to clear my mind.

i miss my Insensitive Idiots. meet-up soon aite? :)

its been tiring for the past few weeks. not whole body but its just my feet and left wrist.

i had a fall recently at work and let me get this straight. DAMN PAIN!

lie flat to the ground with big tray. lucky i didnt carry any plates or else it'll be worse.

so the effect, cant move much with my left hand esp the fingers.

if im not wrong, i hit my left hand on the table before flat to the ground. now still aching esp my wrist. ahaha!

i am still considering whether to stay or leave later date. my mind still thinking about home. once she's discharged, who's gonna take care of her? the only option have is me. serious...but i dont mind. i rather lose the job than losing the life of your love ones. :)

its a waste of my time! really, im not kidding, i hate having such plans. rahh!

so the next time you wan meet up, will you pretty please plan first then tell me. i don't like waiting for nothing. even if you die die wants to go out, you better NOT change your mind last minute. its a school holiday now, so better book me asap.

J&D! im still waiting...teeheehee.

i miss your presence. :(

all the prayers had been answered. im so happy when the news broke out. its been 2 weeks that i last hear your voices and im glad that im able to hear your voices again. :) im just glad that you've been transfered back to normal wards.

now, i really hope that you'll pull through and get well soon.

sometimes i wish to have an organ transplant with you so that you could live longer till ripe old.

i miss...

i miss....

i miss....

J&D! i demand for a MEET-UP!!!! ahaha!