nothing was in the mood on the first day. i got no mood to talk. no mood to smile. no mood to take photos blablabla.

it was indeed the very first time in my 18yrs life, celebrate raya without mother. well obviously we all flood on the day before and on the day itself. ouh well i do not wish to elaborate further cause im sure there are others who are in the same boat as me. to my dearest concerned friend, thank you for being concern. i am alright, dont worry. :)

right now, i am waiting for my aunts and uncles to come. SO DAMN LATE! i think i'll be sleeping like hell by the time they arrive.

ouh i forgot to add. i've been feeling unwell for the past few days. when i cried, my body temp heat up. so there goes my weak body, taking its time to heal. im still sick tho esp my throat. i got sore throat. that's why, no mood to talk. :(

lastly, Selamat Hari Lebaran Minal Aidil Wal Fa'izin.

dearest mother, please forgive me for all these years if i've ever hurt you in any way. i miss you.

~kinne~