thatGIRL

right after all the commotions and views, tears really rolled down my cheeks as if i've just lost another of my loved ones. no its not. i was sad and hurt. damn sad that i cried.

i felt hurt seeing them not being able to spare some time for each other. i know we really misses each other loads but then again, its the time that caused us unable to meet up. its so so annoying and irritating that some didnt make any effort for meet ups and bail on other stuff. i know each of us have our own reasons.

i feel really guilty for this tho im the one thats got plenty of time for them. guilty for unable to have a full meet ups. and im worried. im worried for the future. words can be just plain words. im not sure how true we can be in the future.

i really miss them loads but i do understand that two of them are in their major year. another of them is having holidays now. its just not the right timing. later when the two of them is done, the other one will be busy. and im left at lost. i was really at lost.

i just hope nothing will breaks our ties. i really wish things arent in this way. :(

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