what you know? tears suddenly rolled down my cheeks a few times today. basically because i miss mother. another thing is i was damn pissed cause i had to do all of my mother's role today. ok well almost EVERYDAY! yes i know sis is working and is tired but what about today? both daddy and sis went out and they asked me if i want to follow. i simply rejected them for i know there's housework to do.

the house was in a mess and i hate to see such mess. late mother always said, "Always keep the house clean. i don't like to see it dirty." that sentences kept running into my mind and tears will always roll down my cheeks.

so if i were to follow one of them today, whose gonna clean up the house? by the time they come back, they would be tired and wouldnt wanna clean up the place.

thats why i didnt wanna follow them.

its just hard to live without a mother. i really miss mother very much. :( :(