you sent me msgs of people cutting themselves. you sent me msgs about people who are sick. you told me people are encouraging you to cut yourself just because you are having problems. that does not make sense. i was soo worried for you. you told me you're gonna cut yourself and let you die. NO! i was damn worried but i was unable to get to you immediately. why?

ouh well, what you've just read up there is nothing but a dream. i do no want it to be a nightmare for i do no want it to come true. YES its just a dream.

in this dream i lost my good friend. NO WAY im gonna let this happen in my real life. NO! i lost a very good best friend once and i'll never gonna lose another forever. be it J&D or anyone else. i take friendship seriously for friends are the only one that i can depend on now.

btw, i think i saw a shooting star last night. :)