at one time you were laughing to the max due to the jokes created by your frens, soon you realise you were sad.

yes, i was happy and smiling and laughing to the max the whole day but just as i received the msg and reach home to take a look, my expression changed. its nothing much and you may fine it stupid. my pink rose given my Ain is gone.

daddy msged me this afternoon. he said the rose fall and is crushed. i was damn pissed and sad. i dunnoe why. it seems to me that anything or whatever that belongs to me, i really take it seriously. especially when its related to someone or remind me of someone.

like for this case, the pink rose was from Ain and it also reminds me of how much late mother loved roses. i cried the moment i see it gone with just like that. its almost the same way like how late mum pass away. a moment you were with it, soon when you left it, its gone.

i am totally in no mood now. i mean seriously, i am damn sad right now. not that because of the flowers but its because of how it gone just like that. :(

sad to say that whatever belongs to me, i'll take it seriously. and if its gone, i'll really cry.