thatGIRL

today is the eve of Hari Raya Haji. i was all alone and i cried the moment i heard the sound of prayers. i cried really badly coz i realise how late mother felt everytime during Hari Raya. the house was so quiet and i sat on the floor listening to the prayers.

i didnt do any cooking today knowing no one will be at home. so i end up asking daddy to buy take-away for me. i asked him to buy seafood noodle, he bought fried rice. WTH. but he bought Hor Fun and chicken rice coz he didnt know which one i wanted to eat. so i end up eating HorFun. i had too much chicken rice already. HAHA!

2mr is Hari Raya Haji so it means, i'll wake up early to visit the cemetery. sadly, i wont be able to visit granny coz she'll be going to Malacca with my aunts and uncles to visit relatives there.

when i am with them, my mind was filled with joy and laughter. when i am alone, i was filled with many sorrow and misses. i really envy those who have a full happy family. sometimes i just cant help but to say abt my late mother infront of them but i know they cant do much. non matter how sad my life is, i know there are others who are worse than me.

i wonder what's happening to the rest of my friends. my tagboard seem to be dead. yeah i know, its either no one read it or they are just too lazy to tag. O_O

ouh by the way, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CHERYL! its my junior from MI and not anyone else! may you have a blessful years ahead and may your wish come true. :)

till then,

Jokers All Day Round. :)

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