i woke up this morning and the next thing i knew i was in the mood to house cleaning after breakfast. it was like whoah...since when my engine is so into this? haha! i find that once im into doing something, i'll be hooked in it.

i was actually vacuuming the house when suddenly i started to play with it around the house. i vacuum here and there. including SCARRING MY CATS. AHAHAH! ouh not forgetting when i mopped the floor, my cat was playing around with me. ahhaa! ok siao.

its been 2weeks of life without cooking proper meal. i gave up on this.

its like a 21yr old and a 51yr old is depending on an 18yr old girl for food. its unfair. why am i as the youngest had to do all the work and responsibilities. i mean im the one that do MOST of the housework and chores and whatever shit. she? cant blame her cause she got work BUT what abt weekends when she's not working?

all she did was just wash the clothes. thats its. if she wash the clothes she wont be bothered to fold the clean clothes if she's too hooked on the stupid laptop. also she wont be bothered to clean the house. like vacuum of mop. i got really angry with that. its unfair. the load shit should have be taken fairly. im the youngest and shes the oldest. i dont see any fairness for im the one that's doing the eldest job. WTF!

my father? all he did was to go out in the morning, come back home in the afternoon, buy me lunch if i aske him to and went to sleep after that. then go out in the evening and come back home late. he'll only do the work if hes in the mood. WTF!

so now, i vowed not to do any cookings. i dont care. call me selfish i dont care. i had enough of them depending on the youngest for all this shit. it should have been the other way round. FCUK lah!

enough is enough.