its 4.30am now and im still awake. i cant sleep neither am i dare to switch off the lights to sleep. i am still scared to sleep. how? gosh.

on my bed now is my cat sleeping soundly and comfortably with my comforter. how i wish i can sleep like him without any worries. now i am forcing myself to be brave but still no effect. i am still a coward. as in i dont dare to sleep in the dark. i am damn scared to sleep alone in the dark now. how? somebody please, save me. :(

i hardly show you my weakness so i wont be surprise if you are shock by what you have just read. whoops!

i need some courage.