if only money would just fall instantly from the skies, then i wouldnt mind taking up private courses. apparently, that is way way impossible. sis suggested to take up some certs as a first step. but the problem is i seriously do not know whats my interest. there are too many and i cant stick to one.

if i truly have long long life, then i wouldnt mind taking my time taking up those skills. EH! no no, don't get the wrong idea of short life. im just saying, i wouldnt mind taking up many courses if i have long life. the problem is, we all dont know how long we can live in this world.

i miss attending school in MI. if not at this time, i would be cracking my brain out with my classmates for the deadly A'lvls. if i were to still continue in MI, i would be in my Year 3 already. sadly, domestic problems kept occurring and i cant keep myself focus.

now that im no longer schooling, i feel so hopeless.

dont worry, i am still contemplating to continue studying but not early this year. i need to get a job and get my own pocket money first. :)

one thing for sure, i will still be a musicians.