my tummy is giving me problems. its either diarrhoea or food poisoning or gastric. im not sure which one but its been 3days already. i just got the medicine and hoping to get well soon. if all else fail, i'll approach the doc. hopes nothing goes wrong. :(

last night i had a dream. i dreamt of late mummy.

i was in the kitchen making a cup of coffee. i turn to my right and i saw late mummy in her usual sleeping dress walking towards me. its as tho she just bath and is heading towards the washing machine to wash clothes.

i was in a confuse state. i dont know what i was doing but i was actually shouting for her. i shout out "MAMA!" but at that instant i was aware that she had moved on but i was shouting for her. i could feel that in this dream, i was both scared and happy. my heart ache....

i mean come on. its a dream and it feels so real. you know very well that your love ones had moved on. out of a sudden you see her in the kitchen with you. so its either you feel happy or scared. :(

dear society,

can i just be a full time performer? can i be a personal photographer?

can i just do a service job? service as in serve as a performer or just a photographer.